part of me wants to tell my few readers to tell their friends, increase my readership! i want to be famous!
it's really not my fault. i got the bug when i was in preschool on the church christmas program, uttering those famous first lines, "christmastime is when santa claus comes!" i heard the slight chuckle from the crowd and i was hooked. i got to do my favorite thing, pretending, in front of everyone and win them over good. it was fabulous.
so now, the constant battle rages. do i do things for God's glory? for pure enjoyment? or because secretly deep down, i want hundreds of people to read my words, (or listen to me speak, eat my food, etc...) and be amazed at my wit, humor, charm, and giftedness.
sadly i know the answer is too often the later.
(to put minds at ease, my character in that first play was later given a lesson on the true meaning of christmas. )